I believe in a God that has risen. I believe in a God who died for ME, his beloved daughter. I believe in a God that heals and reveals. And then I believe that He hands it over to me and says, "Now you go." I believe it so I commit to it. Believing that my God has resurrected is the first step to experiencing it. I believe that He rose from the dead, but not because the Bible tells me so. I believe because I interact with my God and my Jesus every day. I have conversations with Him and at times, I can really feel Him sitting beside me. At times I really can feel Him telling me how much He loves me. I believe because God won't let me not. I pray so hard that He will teach me how to love Him more. Because I don't think that I can possibly know how. Because I don't think that I can convince myself how. I don't think that I can tell myself that I love Him and it will happen.. which I think is how I have gone about it in the past. Like maybe if I say it enough that I will actually mean it. I believe that He is the owner of me because He bought me. He bought me with His blood and so He controls me. I believe that God is capable of controlling me. I believe that He beat sin and death forever.. for me.
And I love Him. And I love Him. And I love Him